In my dream I was with my parents and I was holding 2 very large books and we were all dressed in black and taking a picture with the president then out of nowhere I was running for my life I think I was going to get arrested and my parents supported them I dropped the books and ran but I eventually went back for the books and had the idea to fake my own death I told one of my close friends then I managed to evade capture then there was an explosion and people thought I was dead I escaped and went down a ladder where one of my other close friends was crying he saw me and my anklet and said he should tell people I'm alive I told him not to mention it to anyone then me and another girl who was white decide to go into hiding together we go to out unfinished house then she tells me my uncle blew it up all I could think about was my siblings finding out I was dead
This dream seems to reflect feelings of fear, betrayal, and the desire to escape a negative situation. The large books you are holding could symbolize knowledge or information that you possess but feel burdened by. Being dressed in black might indicate a sense of mourning or darkness surrounding the situation. Taking a picture with the president could represent a desire for recognition or approval from authority figures.
Running for your life and feeling the need to fake your own death suggest a strong urge to escape a threatening or overwhelming situation in your waking life. The idea of your parents supporting the authorities rather than you may symbolize feelings of abandonment or betrayal by those you trust.
The explosion in the dream could signify a breaking point or sudden change that allows you to escape from the situation that was causing you distress. Going into hiding with a friend might indicate a need for support and seeking comfort in someone you trust.
The mention of your uncle blowing up the house could represent feelings of betrayal or loss of trust in a family member. The concern about your siblings finding out you are "dead" suggest worries about the impact of your decisions on loved ones.
Overall, this dream may be reflecting feelings of fear, betrayal, and the need to escape or find sanctuary in a difficult situation in your waking life. It could be a reflection of your subconscious thoughts and emotions related to challenges or conflicts you are currently facing.